April 28, 2011

messed up

I'M MESSED UP.
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i don't know. i'm totally messed up. i feel there's "something" that makes me sooo hard to smile these days. well i know one of the reasons. i've made many wrong turns that i regret so much! these "wrong turns" i took really bust down (waaaay down) my days,my mood,my smiles. I force myself doing these things that i don't love or enjoy at all. but i HAVE TO.

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yeah i face these things A LOT! it's just confusing , when u know ur facing something like this ur whole body starts to weak down and can't think of anything at all. like they said, regrets always happen in the end, well yes it's true. But i've learned something. i'll be more wise when saying "yes" or "no" to some things. i try to comfort myself by doing simple things that i actually love.

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because of some "things i don't love but MUST do" things, i sadly have to move aside some great events coming up this week. one of them is the "WHOAAA" event i mentioned on my last post. it's opening today ... but i'm stepping aside on coming.

p.s: i never liked my Fridays now, NEVER.

April 26, 2011

me me me me

yoyoyo wassup y'all! haha how's ur days?
well ummm this "dude" made a drawing for me (us)
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i just love this dude:) he's one of the freakiest craziest silliest people on earth! but in a good way of course :)

NEXT!
Tadatadaaa i went to Senayan City last Sunday ( i know i know it's late, but please blame on my school assignments, because of it i hardly can blog ) to attend this Fashion Academy held by Girlfriend magazine on Women's Week 2011. yeaay!
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the event was great but i didn't see the whole show cos i only stayed for a while. when i came they were having this "styling" competition game. what i love the most on events like this is.......the mc! hahaha yes! when u got good (great) mc bringing the show u'll keep the people alive. the mc that day was TOPTOP MARKOTOP! haha he's just funny gosh i enjoyed it(so much):D and he's wearing pink pants hihihi pink....:D

but na ah , if u think i went home after this ur wrong! i straightly went to the INACRAFT 2011 at JCC Senayan. i missed last year's, the year before last year,the year before the year before last year , aaand the other years before it....so hell no i'm not going to miss this one!
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i went there with the 3 musketeers gank! which actually is me,my mom,my sist...

Hey! do you remember when i posted about my bunnies? there was 2 of them right? but the black one died :( so there left 1, buuuuuuuut now there's 2 again! cos my sister actually wished for another bunny and my dad was being an early santa claus so he bought a new one which is sooo cute XD it's brown ,very furry, and CUTE! her name is Ashley :)
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and ummmm well i'm a student here, a first year student in highschool. but u know, we fail in tests sometimes , but sometimes a lot too -_- i'm one of those lazy students but when i have the will and actually in a good mood, i become this "smart weird geek" buuuut it only happens sometimes, so that means i'm still one of those lazy kids.... there are a lot of things that gets in my way when i want to be this "smart weird geek". one of them is this.....
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but hey! once i study, i study seriously! but sometimes there is just one of those days ,or many days where u got bad luck....
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Dear mom and dad,
Please don't blame me if i sometimes fail, at least i tried :)

talking but school, i'm dead (no , not dead by RIP, no). i mean dead like so much assignments,exams,and blablabla other things -.- i think (sadly :( ) i can't attend one of the most WHOAAAAs event this week... u know what that "WHOAAAA" event is? duh, what else! it's the 2nd anniversary of Brightspot Market X(
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Ok i'm gonna cry until i sleep :'( oohhh u'll get my revenge u school! but this week is very tight, so much great events coming up ! aaargh i wish i'm 18, already got my own driver license, have my own car so i could go everywhere myself without begging my dad to take me to places or going everywhere with the 3 musketeers (me,mymom,mysist -.-) and when i'm 18 hopefully i'd be already in college so i don't have to wake up 5 in the morning everyday to get to school wearing boring uniforms everyday! but nooo, i wanna enjoy my teenage life now :p hihihi i'm proud i'm 15 :D sometimes i'm scared to grow old...

Did i say i wanna cry until i sleep? well i changed my mind! i wanna watch GLEE! wohooooo!
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i LOVE glee soooo damn much! this time i'm serious! i'm NOT kidding like i did about the justin bieber concert thing -_- glee really makes my Tuesday (NIGHT) , really :)
well i think it's about to start NOW! So gotta get going ok babay to all of you! sorry for the loong loong looong post (no, no dots!) and pictures. yeah no outfit pictures today, but as soon as this crazy assignment and exams are over, i'll post some! adiosss :D

April 23, 2011

oh baby baby baby oooh...

hey guys!!! i'm going to watch Justin Bieber's My World concert today!! :D
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gosh i'm so excited :D wohoooo! gosh i've been waiting for this day ever since :') i've been a Belieber since the first time justin became a star hehehe.
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HAHAHAHA no ,I AM NOT GOING TO WATCH JUSTIN BIEBER'S CONCERT TODAY! AND I AM NOT A BELIEBER! haha that ticket picture is fake, well i mean it's real but i took the picture from this website. well if u see the picture carefully u'll know that it's totally fake, i mean that's a real justin bieber ticket but it's for the Malaysian Concert a few days ago. Well this guy is a phenomenon , i mean gosh he's everywhere! u Indonesian people would be totally lying if u say u don't even know that Justin's coming here cos he's on the news,the newspaper,the magazine,the radio,twitter,blogs EVERYWHERE! i've been reading the newspaper today and *jengjeng* there's justin bieber, i open yahoo and there's *explosion* justin bieber, i watched the infotainment today and there's *drumroll* justin bieber, and i watched the news, even the BREAKING NEWS on tv and there's *crowd cheering* JUSTIN BIEBER! don't even ask about twitter........
Well the kid's great he's got amazing talent and i actually like some of his songs but i'm just not attracted to come to his concert, buy his books or wear his T-shirts or even being a Belieber (did i spell it right?) but i am actually "kinndof" wanting to watch his movie... but bravo him! making many records on such a young age! but LADY GAGA IS STILL THE BEST! :D haha
well for those of you who's watching this dude, do have fun!

p.s : sorry for the long long looong dots hehehe

April 22, 2011

the night and day with smiles :D

hola! like i've said before,there are more pictures to come from my latest trip, so here they are! let the pics talk for themselves :)
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and on the other day we tried to get back our childhood haha although we're highschoolers but that day we played just like elementery kids. who cares! :D
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mei love it :)

April 20, 2011

it's breezy green colorful flowers

hola people! i'm back again! like i've told u before i'm out of town but here i am again :D have u guessed where i went? well if u haven't, i went to....puncak!i've been to this place A LOT of times but this time i went with my classmates! we went there with no parents,no teachers,no elders,just us kids! that's what makes it very fun. i actually discovered a lot more beautiful places here.

one of my favorite place is this one...Taman Bunga Nusantara
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i've just known and visited this place for the first time and was totally amazed by the beautiful view. this place is so big and there are so many beautiful places that i actually got kinndof confused where to go. u know what makes me sooo happy? i actually went in a maze for the first time!yuhuu! i always wanted to go in a maze since i was little :) it's a perfect place to have picnic, pre-wedding photoshoots, or even yearbook photoshoots! so whenever your going to Puncak, u gotta check this place out :)

but nope, that's not the only place we went! we also went to some other beautiful puncak views, just like...kebon teh hihi
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it's been a while since i haven't gone horse riding, but now i did :) my horse is called Marco, i guess it was a boy. it's brown and big! i like big tall horses :D

aaaand that's not all! that's just day 1 haha so do wait for the other pics :D

April 17, 2011

where?

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BLOOP black trench coat,fash.on dress as inner, ANATA white hoodie and hat (comingsoon), candyfeet docmarcs

yes! i'd be out of town! where? guess urself! wohooo!haha don't miss me :')
well see u in ummm Wednesday?
happy holidays for those students who are having days off tomorrow, and goodluck to the 12th graders for their national exam!